I think it’s fair to say, now,
that the poor have been completely disenfranchised from the system and thus
from society. This was made clear, in my opinion, with the appointment of
Rachel Reeves as shadow work and pensions secretary. Her opening statement
clearly laid out Labour’s desire to distance themselves from the lower classes
and to fight IDS at his own game, which is,
in my view, a race to the bottom.
This was also further reinforced
this morning, amid the monsoon we appear to have moved beneath, in another
appointment with my GP. To her credit she has agreed to support me with sick
notes, but at the same time isn’t really helping me at all. Not to be
ungrateful but facilitating survival rations is hardly the support one should
expect from a civilised rich post industrial nation. Yet we are lucky to get
even that.
I say ‘expect’ because she raised
the point that I was sounding ‘entitled’. This has become a dirty word these
days. It is capitalism’s code for “expecting things to be given without earning
them in a way acceptable to the status quo”. Welfare claimants are entitled
because they expect to receive an income more than dire poverty. This is how
far we have sunk, that people with nothing who want to live are branded as
greedy. Her point was that by wanting support I was behaving thus, yet I have
been placed on the Work Programme and have received no help. At all. Where is
the entitlement? Is that not what is supposed to happen? After all Salvation
Army Employment Plus are not participating in this scheme for free (even though
they argue they get nothing, more fool them).
I don't even really know what to think. All I know is that this world is a hostile place to me. I can't get on with it. Whatever I think seems to be out of sorts and at odds with the convention of the day. Whatever I say is misunderstood. I am not knocking people that work in shops; I don't criticise the person that does the job and there are plenty of venues that would probably be a lot more fun to work in than, say, Tesco. But you get no help to find such a job - unless it happens to show up on Universal Jobmatch (I even tried explaining how crap that was, but of course I just sound like I'm having a moan).
Curiously she commented that I have a lot of 'wherewithall'. What she means is that I know my own mind. Good, but is she saying I'm being a bit disingenuous or even dishonest? That, because I'm smart and perhaps more capable than should be right for someone claiming on the sick, my claims to have problems are unfounded. Again assumptions.
Some of us need help. I’m sure it’s
not easy studying to be or working as a doctor, but that is an acceptable
profession that, resources permitting, one can reasonably expect to try for. Yet
when I told her that having worked in retail and as a cleaner she again felt I was
being ‘entitled’ when I said those were not jobs I aspire to as a career. It seems
that not wanting a career in a notoriously low paid sector or a job clearing up
after other people is unreasonable. Sorry, but I doubt she would want either of
those as careers either, and aren’t doctors entitled? Don’t they get paid well?
Don’t they expect decent terms and conditions, particularly when it comes to
after hours work? Who isn’t entitled? Not politicians, businessmen,
corporations, or bankers. It’s ok to be a snob if you are in that position, but
not otherwise. That’s hypocrisy.
I have all but given up on my GP
surgery now. They simply don’t listen. They don’t understand the issues. She
even suggested that I might have some empathy with the opposing point of view. In
other words, what about those poor taxpayers having to personally bail out the
poor – as if there is a queue of hard working souls outside the expensive
rented doors of paupers passing a bucket of money down the line like firemen of
old. That isn’t the function of social security; it’s to keep society together
and to protect people for the greater good. I’m not asking for a prescription I
can take down Bright House for a massive plasma screen TV. But I’m supposed to
empathise with the difficult position the government is in with a straight face
while talking to a GP that clearly knows nothing about what is really
happening. Of course if I make that point I seem to overthrow objectivity and thus
destroy my own credibility. It is a no win situation.
I tried explaining that GP’s need
to understand the benefit system and the motive of the maniacs in power. I fear
it falls on deaf ears. She has this annoying habit of asking a question and
then, before I can even respond, to start nodding and saying “Aha, mm hmm, ahuh, yes, hmmm.”
as if she’s actually listening. It’s almost comical it’s so obvious. I wonder
if she even realises she’s doing it. It comes to something when even the
medical profession are swayed by the right wing ideas that dominate, but it is
hardly surprising. The conditioning is everywhere and by not allowing me the
space to properly express myself I simply do not get taken seriously. Consequently
it’s easy to resort to stereotypes and lazy assumptions. For example she, like
the rest of them, continues to make the point that living perpetually on the
sick is undesirable. I have tried many times to explain how this is no longer
possible. Eventually I will have a tribunal and at the very least the decision
will be taken out of her hands. A year later and the ESA
entitlement, if I make it into the WRAG, will end. Of course this is too much
information to get across without her interrupting, which she does. A lot. Aha, mm hmm, ahuh, yes, hmmm.